Olo todos,
I couldn't really write anything to y'all the past 2 days. I didn't really have time on Monday because I was at the doctor. So I will give you the run down of the past week. you got the news about this week about the baptism. I kinda look tan :) Kinda diggin' the comb over too. Idk the faux hawk and the comb over have become my go to 'dos.
6/17 We went for a hike. Because my stake is going to a new mission my zone and the other zone in our stake went to south mountain to do a hike. It was pretty cool. I took some awesome pictures. I hate hiking, but it was a nice work out.
6/17 So I have been struggling a lot lately. my body just hurts. my head is killing me. I can't really take it much more. So I humbled myself and asked the other elders to give me a blessing that night to try and heal my body and soul. Before the blessing was over I knew what I had to do. It was intense. I didn't hear the words, but I saw them. Pretty neat.
6/17 So today was just a special day for me I guess. Some pretty crazy stuff went down. So I was trying to sleep and finally fell asleep. I something super special happened. I can't really describe it perfectly. It was perfect tho. So I saw a really bright light and a man sitting in a Judgement chair. It was just a normal man tho... Yeah that's right I think it was God. It was really bright I couldn't tell exactly, but that is beside the point. So I was there standing behind like a plantiff desk thing. We totally did an Brother of Jared thing from Ether. When he is proposing the 12 stones thing and Jesus turns them into light. That kinda thing was going on between us. We weren't arguing. Just a exchange between to friends like I will give you this if you give me that. this went on for what felt like hours. Finally, we came to agreement. It wasn't like a win vs lose scenario. No matter what I was gonna win because it's God he doesn't want us to fail. So I don't feel like I'm failing anymore. I feel more at peace now. Still have tons of pain. Still hate my body. But I'm way better now mentally....kinda. I'm still stressed to the point of no return. It's awesome tho.
After the conversation with God he showed me the blessings I would receive. Pretty cool. He said that all i have to do is the things he wants and desires and the things i want and desire will be given unto me. I can't believe that. All of them are found in my patriarchal blessing. That made it even cooler. It was a slide show of everything I need to be happy for the years to come. Let's just say I feel way more better about the stuff that lies ahead.
6/23 The conference was pretty sweet. The Utah broadcast. Getting digital devices.... they are already testing them in my mission and the Tempe one. How great is that going to be...? AWESOME!
Well that's it.
Yo se que vive mi Senor. A traves de Jesus el Cristo vamos a vivir en un estado de feilz para siempre. ojala que vivamos juntos!
les quiero,
Elder Jarvis
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